Dwain, yes i am sorry and to you too, a lot of people i attacked were friends at one point, and i have lost that freindship and thats really sad.

what know one knows is what happend. i really do not want to go into details, but something was happening to me here on the site, and still is, and it became a real life threatening issue for me about 10 months ago.

All the changes you see happening this weekend and this week are a direct result of Andrew now being made aware just how bad one of see more the 20 guys i have had to deal with here, really got. again i dont want to go into details, but a Boonex staff member was fully aware of the rape threats and did nothing when i asked for help.

Boonex failed to protect me, and i posted name and shame threads like this one:
http://www.boonex.com/unity/blog/entry/Stalker_name_and_shame_what_is_it_with_some_guys_

again just one of the 20 sexual preditors i have had to deal with because boonex staff didnt see it as their problem.

the more of these sexual preditors i had to deal with, the more hostile i became to everyone that so much as said the slightest thing out of place.

a month or so ago i was warned by Boonex that i can not post name and shame threads as its a violation of that persons rights. well the result was i flew off the handle and i just went balistic this last month or so.

let me post part of an email i sent Andrew today or yesterday:
"i feel so let down it really hurts me. i did what i thought i had to do and that was contact your staff because i had a major problem with threats from a user, and you failed me, i couldnt write to you yesterday and i am crying as i write now, i am ashamed that i attacked a lot of people for minor things, because i allowed Boonex to change me as a person to protect myself, because Boonex wasnt interested in protecting its users and as you can see in the screen shots. your staff where well aware of the Rape threats...
I understand now that you (Andrew) were kept in the dark by your staff, you need to have some serious words with them about things like this. you have no idea the fear or harm and sleepless nights all this caused me."

Quote from the email from the Detective before he was arrested:
"It is becoming apparent that Mr. **** is involved in other matters that need to be addressed by the police. I don't have to tell you how unstable Mr. **** appears to be as reflected in his actions and e-mails to yourself."

As you can see, when the police tell you that someone is very unstable, you take notice.

so i hope you now understand a little more, and no it does not excuse my behavior, as i said in the email above, i am ashamed of it.
sammie