Life's lessons aren't learned easy....

I couldn't bring myself to write a blog because of the experience I had with my site this past weekend. I wasn't in the mood to hear tight lipped comments from people who half the time don't pay attention to their surroundings or whats being said. Most of the time we are all to busy to see the picture that we are even commenting about. Geessh, living life is becoming faster and faster.

So I had a few security issues on my behalf that caused me to have to begin my project from scratch.I'm not sure how I felt at the time, think I was more heartbroken than mad You know that  whole saying, "Can't cry over spilled milk." Well that was something that I applied to the situation when it happened. It took about two days for me to get back on it all because I was a bit discouraged. I knew it wouldn't last long so I let the incident evolve and heal on it's own.

Now that it's Tuesday, Let's talk about how far I've come along. I got my site  set back up, I got everything in place. And Now I'm ready to fill in the blanks. I don't think it gets better than that. I'm not about to talk about my site though because I could go on for days about what I'm trying to do. I will talk about the fact that I'm tired. I'm mentally tired, which in turn has made me physically tired.Ambition can really bring down your energy. OF course, me being the diva in progress, I am learning that the world is mine and I can do anything my little heart desires, if I work hard enough at it..........

Ok, let me say something about my site really quick. The one thing I am going to always take with me when it comes to my site, is that I need to do at least 95% of the building myself. I need to learn whatever I need to learn so when something happens, I can fix it myself. I'm not in the mood to have a site that I can't operate all because I paid someone to do every single thing for me.

I've realized that I'm the type of person who likes to get an explaination so that way I gain the knowledge I need to make personal progression. I think anybody who is building their own site, should take the time to converse with other developers when they are doing work for them.

So off to do a few new things on my site and converse with the newbie Site builders like myself. GOT TO SUPPORT EACHOTHER.Go American Idol